"Sometimes I think you would die for this company" "You're right, it's a lifestyle"

Tell her she’s beautiful when you’re eating her out. (via phuckindope)

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The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander. (via psych-facts)

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Who hurt you so much that you started to hate yourself? (via young-n-rckless)

(Source: reality-escape-artist, via i-dont-wanna-be-heree)

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sorry I lied to you, and hid shit from you until you found out, and then I ignored the subject and totally tried to flip the situation to make you guilty and still haven’t apologized or even showed that I give a fuck about how you feel (via saddestgirls)
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I didn’t think it was possible. I didn’t think it was possible to feel worse than my first heartbreak - but now 2 years later, I sit up in bed pondering over how I’ve managed to put myself through a situation in which resulted in me suffering from the exact same circumstance as before. And it just doesn’t make any sense. The day after my first love left, I told myself I wouldn’t ever put myself through such pain again - that I wouldn’t put myself through anything that would potentially harm me like before - but my exquisite little heart couldn’t contain itself and I dived for you anyways. I broke my own rules for you just to see if my intuition was true. And even though I now know that that it wasn’t, - I’ve managed to keep replaying the words, “It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all” in my head. But I just can’t seem to stop questioning if our love was truly real after all. Because fuck, every single word you ever said felt so real. It felt so incredible up until it ended. But whether or not it was, I never really knew how to be with someone like you. Because being yours was always quite terrifying. It would frighten me how in love I was with you. I honestly felt this sense of weight off my shoulders when you left by just knowing that you were no longer mine. And I guess that was because I was always so afraid of losing you up until it actually happened. I guess you could say my insecurities were somewhat alive in that way. That my self-worth was so compromised just by knowing that I wasn’t good enough to ever be yours eternally. That I felt this sense of relief knowing that you wanted to leave. Because I knew you deserved so much more. At times, I really did think that you were the one for me. And for awhile there, I really did believe that you loved me back. It was to the point where I would sit up night after night repeating, “I trust her” “I trust her” over and over again until I basically engrained it in my mind that I really did. I would sit up just as many nights as we would laugh on the phone thinking about why in the world you chose me. But in all honestly, I was nothing extraordinary really. I just knew how to make you feel alright for awhile and I guess you just got tired of it coming so easily. It’s just so strange to think that for a short period of time I was your lover, let alone, your best friend. I guess you didn’t want that responsibility of taking care of someone who was just as broken as you were. I believed you for awhile. I believed that your intentions were pure. That your words were not entirely masked with veils made of cobwebs containing unprecedented vile. But now I sit up in bed, almost 3 months later, (fuck, the times flies so fast) and none if this matters anymore. Your attention is directed onto someone so much better, and I’m sure your thoughts of me are very minimal or entirely non-existent. But that’s okay. It’s okay, because I’m still alive and you are happy, and that’s all I ever wanted to make you, was happy. (Fuck, I wish I could’ve been the one to make you happy after all). But I can’t, and that’s life I guess. I just like to tell myself that maybe someday we’ll meet again. But for now I’ll just continue to repair my damaged wounds. fuck, I really did love you so much darling (@vigorousinsights)

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